There is a constant fight everyday from the moment you wake you to the moment you lay back down again. The fight you tend to have is coming from all directions of your life; However, the greatest of that fight is from within.
You must fight to see the positive, to stay positive, to make a negative situation into an opportunity of growth. This is a world that's full of negativity and there may be a handful who have much positivity to produce in your life.
You must fight to stay afloat to keep the oppressions of words from weighing you down, but more so, the thoughts that are coming from within that screams in your head to give up and quit. These thoughts tell you that what you have is not what they want. You must fight continuously beyond the words that invade your thoughts of you fooling yourself.
It's not easy trying to keep pushing forward through the pains of the pressures of life. It is not easy trying to make sense out of what seemed to look like continue fails. It is definitely not easy when you have more naysayers and without a strong support system.
I can even understand how you may feel as though you may be losing your mind or sense of reality because of the passion within you that has consumed every part of your being is pushing you to an end you cannot see. Therefore, it has to come forward because you need to know what it will look like. Will it look like the success of what you are feeling on the inside? It has to manifest because you know how much time, energy, sweat, tears, prayers, hopes, and especially sacrifices into that which is bringing you life from within.
That drive that pushes you to look like you have lost your for ever loving mind to your naysayers but yet your passion speaks to you upon rising from bed throughout your day, into laying back down again into the next. This is an ongoing drive of passionate cause that will not let you rest, it eats at your conscious and it speaks to you to let it live.
I understand the magnitude of the hunger from within, and yes it would be all too sweet if the lines of support and genuine friendship was there. Maybe it will make sense once it does manifest but only God knows.
I write this to encourage you from all angles to stay your course, even when you stumble and fall. Even when the distractions come, please do not compromise your purpose out of its position. If you do repent and keep it moving. Don't live in the guilt or condemnation. Keep moving forward. Get back up, wipe yourself and keep moving forward, don't let your baby die. Who else is going to feed it that it may live and manifest?
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