Sisters of Survival II: The Sound of Deliverance

Every person who hungers for God's truth has the ability to attain it, by making the decision to be determined to oppose distractions that would cause a blind pursuit after his heartbeat.

The perception of which we hold towards God and who he is, to some, not all, has become distorted. Some people are captivated by the world systematic way of flowing while others often wonder through silent groans and loud tears, how a loving God could cause all this turmoil in the earth.

The reports of which we have heard and seen with ISIS and the violent torture of our fellow brothers and Christians in Christ. We often times become consumed in what we see, how we hear, therefore dictating how we handle life's cares.

Quite frequently, if not publicly, in our hearts, we position ourselves in frustration against God and asked: Why God? Most of the times we are quick and anxious to pray for a situation and oftentimes fail to ask God: How do you want us to address this in the Spirit? I believe we actually forget that God is in control of everything and everything is under his control because HE IS. I also believe that God said in the scriptures that we will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but not allow these life's concern trouble us (Matthew 24:5-7).

We respond to the dictations of these things beneath us and not to those matters of the Spirit. Didn't God say in his Word that they who are led of the Spirit of God,they are the sons of God (Romans 8:14)? How is it that we can become so distracted by the cares of this life and forsaking the weightier matters in the spirit realm simply because we will not rest our spirit in order to hear his voice and know his direction.

We oftentimes move in the direction of fears, worries, and doubts. While detaching from the hand of peace, instruction and revelation. And yet we blame God silently in heart, but loudly through tears when situations appear to go 'wrong.' Yet, from the Spirit perspective, it is all strategy.

The enemy's greatest weakness is exposure and his greatest strength is our ignorance of knowing and believing that God has not forgotten you. and God's heart has not stop beating life for you. When the devil lies to you and say you've messed up so badly god will never forgive you, you rise up in your god-given ability and declare I will overcome and I will not surrender to these provoking thoughts. Decree these thoughts come subject to the name of the Lord because you have the mind of Christ and greater is he within you than he that is in this world.

With that being said, Now is the time to understand Kingdom and how to live as Kingdom, royal priesthood, born again into a Monarchy. We have been given the benefits to take authority and watch change respond to God's command as we command in oneness with his Word which is the movement of his heartbeat.

God is not the blame. If you believe it that's what you believe. If you bind and loose it, that's what will be in the heavens. God is merciful in all that he is. Walk in Kingdom and you will not fulfill the lust of flesh.


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The Woman, The Vision, The Need Inc.

Every person who reads this blog has a purpose that is aching to be discovered and carried out. The question that I have for you is, "What will it take for you to give yourself the permission to stop being afraid and begin to be?" Life is like a roller coaster ride, there are times you will have your highs and then other days you will have your lows.

Some times you will have days that will simply level itself out. However, with each altitude, it is necessary for you to put forth a certain amount of time, energy and loyalty to yourself. Oftentimes we have been programmed to make monetary contributions for the sake of some else's desire/dream to come into fruition, while you continue waiting on another man's approval for you to pursue the destiny within you. How strange is that?

Oftentimes, we are told to pay a certain percentage and loyalty in someone else's passion while letting our passion simmer on the inside. There is a portion of information that has failed to enter your ears, "Your passion never dies." This is the reason why you are frustrated, angry, irritated every time you clock in on another person's time and operating as an asset to another person's dream.

You are apart of upholding that person's passion of running that daycare or hospital, or restaurant. You are probably one of their greatest assets and yet you are your own liability. Your loyalty is to them while your loyalty towards self has flown away. You have sown more tears and sweat into someone else's desire whether than your own desires.

 There are always going to be more excuses that surface than any amount of positive reasons of just doing it. There will always be others who will throw their hard stones at you and give you the hardest times and tell you,"You cannot do it and you are crazy if you think you can." What I am learning is those are the ones who have been assigned to stand on the sideline of your life and watch you walk your journey of purpose.

These are the ones who will throw the building at you if at all possible and try to get you to detour from purpose. Don't you know that the greatest and most worthwhile investment you will ever make is the one in yourself? I have learned and still learning that my worth is more than what dictations say I'm worth. My worth is my worth and by the grace of God, it is he who determines my worth.

With that being said, because I am seated in the heavenly places with my father and I act as his ambassador and because I know when I enter into a place everything in my way must make room, that should show you the value of my worth. I am kingdom material and so are you. You don't need the pastors permission to execute a passion that God placed in you.

The ideas are not just surfacing for nothing and they are definitely not a potential life production for nothing! Wake up people. If God be for you he is more than the world against you. When man says no, God will say Yea because he always fulfill his promises and graces us with what is needed to carry the purpose out.

I ask you again, "Whose permission are you waiting on to pursue your passion?" Why do you continue clocking into a place that brings more frustration and sadness than any form of fulfillment? The ball has always been in your court, it's your turn to score.

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Discouragement comes to steal from you.

Often times when we find ourselves discouraged with a particular matter in our lives, we have lost heart along the way. Discouragement is also a means to cause you to detour from the passion you have set out to fulfill. It is also used against you to cause you to digress from the progress you have already began to accomplish.

We tend to look at situations and unfortunately allow the dictations of those situations, including people, to discourage the initial mission. Have you ever stopped to ask yourself in the midst of the discouragement, "Why am I losing heart for something I truly believe in?" Have you ever stopped to ask yourself, "Why am I frustrated in my purpose if it is bringing forth positive change?" And Why are you losing heart if every time you are operating in the passion given to you brings you a sense of fulfillment, joy and peace, Why have you allowed discouragement to dictate to you? Can you bring yourself to telling discouragement it will no longer steal from you!

When you lose heart, most times there is something that has become weakened in your confidence level. How do you gain the strength to continue to persevere in your passion? You know that support team you may have but noone is really as passionate as you are? Shift your  focus from off them and get it back on the vision of it. You know the support team you don't have and you are the only one who is pushing to keep it alive?

Shift your focus from the lack of supporters and back towards the reason WHY you set out to do it in the first place. You know how you become dishearten because maybe noone reach out to you to say, 'You were on my mind and I was thinking about you?" Shift your focus and stop expecting for other people to give you what you already have within yourself. Can it be challenging at times, for sure!

However, God leaders with a promising million dollar future does not wait for a word of encouragement or an applause from an audience or a thousand crowd people to follow behind you with a push to say, "KEEP GOING YOU CAN DO IT!" NO! The push comes from within. Endurance.The faith and determination comes from the help of God. The words of encouragement comes from within self.

A promising leader with a purposed vision and mission from God receives the strength in their heart through giving birth to a new perspective of what it truly mean to take heart and lead. No matter the cost. So called friends will come and go, keep going! So called supporters say they have your back, keep going! So called family may be expected to give encouraging words or show interest every now and again, keep pressing!

God is preparing his table before you in the presence of your enemy's. You are about to begin eating from his table and the blessings of God is about to overtake you like a Tsunami, watch God move. Do not give up on your vision, your mission and yourself. If God is for you he is more than those who are against you. Press on! The opening of doors to your blessings are close.




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The Riches to your Quiet

Every woman who has been emotionally damaged can redefine who they are by awakening and reclaiming their vision and purpose.

There was a woman who was so emotionally overwhelmed with thoughts of defeat entangled with bitter roots produced by bitter seeds. These seeds were scattered behind her to remind her of life choices she made as well as before her like a red carpet covered in rose petals. This mirage of a carpet she saw brought her into a place of desperation.

She desperately needed to be rescued from herself and those cycles of self-destruction that she had all too often found her feet planted. They were planted so deeply like the anchor settled in the oceans shores, 'She cries for healing.'

This woman need was so great, beyond her reach that it eventually began with the Grace of God being the deciding factor, that she'd be the one to disrupt the negatives out of  her life and walk that trail way to her deliverance. She cries for 'Courage.'

The courage that resonated the sounds to her heart beat and caused her to break free from all those mediocre cares of life that seemed to weigh her down. She, in her emotions were weighted down into hopelessness, depression and fears till she could not see her purpose for life. She cries for 'freedom.'

Freedom away from the struggles, heart aches and pains. Freedom away from the overshadowing of her over worked conscious screaming through a four sided tunnel where no one seems to hear the echoes of her cries for, 'Deliverance.'

Deliverance on this trail walk has brought this woman into the riches to her quiet. The riches to her quiet is her healing, her courage, her freedom and her deliverance, but most of all the sounds to her own heartbeat resonating in her own ears to live for today.


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The Stranded Heart

The central part of a car is the engine just as the central part of the body is the heart. The alternator works with the battery to generate power just as the blood works with the heart to generate life. The alternator can possibly become clogged with mud and eventually turn hard as concrete just as unforgiveness, hurts and various types of pains can clog the heart and cause us to stop 'being'. The car becomes stranded when there is no power in the alternator to generate the life needed.

You may oftentimes find yourselves not being whole because of others hurting your heart and taking precious treasures away from you. We give another human the power of which they DO NOT deserve to have in our lives. For example: Some of us have had men to hurt us in unspeakable ways and years down the line we cannot seem to move on because we are still in the place of where they left you.

 You have never lost the power to break free, you just never had anyone to point out to you that it is all in your will to live and move forward, even in the pain. Or you can will to stop and die. As women and those of us who have had surgery, we know what it feels like when that nurse comes in the same day or day after surgery and say OK time to get up and walk.

Those of you who can relate to this know that the only thing you wanted to do is probably punch the nurse in the nose cause it seemed as though she was causing more pain than anything. However, we found out that even while the pain is fresh, we still must press beyond all that hurt and walk until there is complete healing. Some people may feel if you FORGIVE  a person for whatever they may have done, it is saying it was ok for them to do what they did. I tell you this day NO!!!

It is not what that is saying. When we choose to walk the pain through and relinquish what caused it, we are saying my heart deserves to beat again and live, so I will walk and breathe with each step as I confess, I forgive you (interpretation), I choose to release the resentful feeling I have towards you and what you have done against me because Christ released us from the debts of sin that was against us that we did to and against him..To determine in your mentally that you will not and cannot is saying you are greater than God. If his son can who are we? Does it feel good to do it, NO... But it is the rightness of God and this is what please him.

As you journey in this earth, we have all experienced a degree of disappointments and angered moments, some more weightier than others.Oftentimes you may find yourselves not being at peace within your heart that once loved, unapologetically.The grave you have allowed yourself to lay down in has become too comfortable with no life in it. Hatred suffocates you all around, bitterness eats away at you like maggots feeding off raw chicken.

However, you have been stranded from reaching your destiny for a longtime, so long that each time you purpose to pursue after it, it goes no where except in deeper graves, the place of which you have allowed your heart to be buried.

The heart that has become hardened by unforgiveness and other heavy weights that have attached themselves throughout the years of being in the earth. However, in order to remove the hardened mud from off that alternator one must purchase a special cleaner just as removing the hard callous clogs of unforgiveness and hurts and pains one must be willing to relinquish....

The difference with purchasing a cleaner in order to clean the mud it requires a paid price, but the awesome point of all this is the purchase by the blood of the lamb has already paid that price for your liberty to live and be free in Christ.

To relinquish what you have been holding in your heart, one must be willing to use the key that has been offered to you and turn your heart over just as an alternator in order to see if it will generate the power one must use your key, insert it into the ignition and turn it.

The central operation of a working vehicle is the engine which works along with the alternator to effectively run smooth just as your heart is the central operation of the human body and the blood is the life that flows through the veins in order for you to breathe, to live, to be. For the sake of your liberty, it is time for you to stop causing your heart to be stranded, it was designed to pump life and to feel. To love and give out life and not death. It is time to choose to forgive so that you may breathe and live and be.... www.createspace.com/1000232808

The foolish game of Russian Roulette

We are all familiar with russian roulette, if not let me brief you. It a daring game used with one weapon known as a gun, hand-sized if you will. This gun is loaded with only one bullet and the game can be played with as few as one person to dozens.

While the gun is loaded, the chamber is spun and the person who chooses to play holds the gun up to the temple of their head or the gun may be held against an individual's head by another  person, and then BANG! With all the faculties running wild, possibly urinating on your self not to mention having a bowel movement, the gun only clicked and did not actually release the bullet.

We were all born into an evil world for purpose and most of us do not know what that purpose is. We have all had backgrounds of 'the church setting.' The preacher preaching sermons on you to the deacons hands all in the money trays. We have, some of us, even learned how to do a 'chuch' (without the 'R') dance as we watch them 'cut a rug.' Most of us have been scarred through the 'church folks.'

Oftentimes, I wonder how many of you are attending a building you've been raised to call a church and do not leave changed. It is easy for us to point blame at others for not having a righteous relationship with God, and we can easily point blame as to why our way of living is not up to God's standard. We stride in our own selfish wants as opposed to what God wants.

We determine in our carnal way of thinking and finding justification to appease this nasty flesh of ours by accepting a deception of the enemy and conclude, "Well, God knows my heart." or "It don't take all of that." I have never seen an individual person reach the holy of holies and determine that extent of it does not take all that, I ask you what is your secret cause I'm striving.

We choose to appease fleshly desires that only last for a season instead of suffering affliction and becoming the servant of righteousness. We choose to call on the name of the Lord in our own selfish endeavors, but never when he is calling for a sacrifice.

How is it that you conclude that your spiritual condition may be okay with your own way of righteousness when in the end,you just may be playing russian roulette and seal your own fate. God loves us all, yes, but his heart aches for you. He longs for you to know his spirit and not the image of darkness we have all imitated at one point or another.

 The lie has always been for some, I've messed up too badly for God to want somebody like me, this is not true. There is no sin in the earth that is so great that will keep you from the love of God. his heart is aching for you to call upon him and just come, bags and all. COME ON....

Whether you accept him or reject him, he will still love you the same. His word, he will not compromise, don't get it twisted and stop allowing deception and lies to fool you. Your spiritual condition is underway if you choose to say all or nothing.

It is not wise to live according to our own understanding , nor is it wise to determine the mind of God when one has yet to be still and allow God to strip you of your filth, because the ways of a man may appear to be right in his own sight and the heart is deceitful, but remember your end will soon lead to destruction. Stop playing russian roulette with the breath of God you carry.

We carry on as though life on the earth is for a lifetime. We say God is still working with me, to some degree yes. However, the ultimate choices are yours, like, stop sleeping with that man or woman who is not your husband or wife. Lay down the habits, repent. Convert to his ways and strive towards him, then you will begin to see for real change. Someone's time is nearing, and I pray that you will not leave here with the trigger released to your temple.

The struggle within

How many of you have encountered someone doing wrong by you and never apologizing for it? How many of you have wronged someone and you have never apologized for it? We have all done something to someone in this life that was wrong and whether intentional or unintentional, the wrong has caused a degree of damage. Sometimes we fail to see that a simple detailed apology will bring forth much healing and change, as opposed to sweeping the issues under the carpet and expect for it to go away.

Oftentimes, the intentionals are the worst because it leaves the person in a place to deal with the leftovers of what was done. When you have wronged someone, it can cause division among loved ones, distrust and  cause the one wronged to feel displaced, frustrated and hurt.

However, there is a key that is workable in any situation. There are two challenges people will deal with in this life; the trying of your faith and the trying of one's heart. If you are a believer of Jesus Christ, it is a trying to your faith in God and pursuit after him, regardless what that person has done or said, the fact remains forgiveness is key and you keep it moving. The trying of your heart will be to guard it through prayer and watching what you allow to come out of it. For example, if that person speaks ill against you, do not repeat what they say because one....Those are words that are mediocre, they are beneath you and two.....It's not worth giving life to those words.

How many of you believe you are grown, at least this is what we say when we reach a certain age or we obtain the materialistic objects that are only temporal? Being grown is not contingent on the material objects or how many jobs/career one has...nor is it contingent on the houses one has... Being grown and mature constitutes for the capability to accept your wrong towards someone you say you love, especially when you see the hurt in their eyes and/ behavior. Making your wrongs right. Asking for forgiveness when you see you have caused division. Being mature enough to swallow your pride and say, "I was wrong for saying those words to you." or "I was wrong for causing you to feel like......"

Nevertheless, we have all done one or both of these. Forgiveness is key. Guard your heart by letting go what was said and done. Jesus said, "It is not what goes into the heart of a man that defiles him. It is what comes out of him/her that contaminates you." Pray for that person or persons like Jesus did. He said, "Bless them which curse (imprecate evil upon you, doom) you. Do good to them that hate (pursue with hatred, detest) you. Pray for them which despitefully use (insult, treat abusively, to revile, to threaten or accuse you falsely). Pray for them which persecute (Drive you away, harass, trouble, to be mistreated, suffer persecution on account of something without the idea of hostility)."

In conclusion, this is not an easy task, but it is required because it will bring healing to your heart and heaps of coals on their heads. You may be thinking, "I don't know how to pray for this person/persons." Ask the father and he will teach you what words to pray and what the need is in their life and then you watch God deal with them as only he can. Trust him...

A Ransom for our Soul...Could you have done it?

Many of us are not willing to pay a price for what it takes to truly live. Most of us are content in being just "Happy." And a lot of us have really never experienced true JOY. There's a difference. Happiness is our contentment when we have 'things' such as a house or apartment, the bills paid and nothing is about to get turned off, we're happy.

 We're happy when there is peace and no drama from that significant other, or simply happy when everything is going the way we want or think they should go. It is sad but true that 'things' dictate to most of us how we feel. Therefore, when we want happiness, we do what  has to be done.

On the other hand what is needed to experience real joy is not defined by the materialistic things one has accomplished. Joy is an inner settled peace that comforts you and holds you together when all the world around you is falling apart, for example, when people lose their jobs, cars, shelter and no money. You have the advantage of having that real joy on the inside that speaks to you in the midst of and it contradicts what is.

That joy has been given to us at our disposal because of what one man did over 2000 plus years ago. In this earth there were decisions that were made to satisfy or make the flesh 'happy' so we built things and experienced with things to bring about a form of happiness, yet in our soul there seemed to be a continuing void that was groaning in its on language.

We were still dying in this cycle when we thought we were living, and we could not understand what was happening or why it was happening. For us who have children, many of us have a difficult time letting them go, cutting the cord and allowing them to grow.

Some of us had one child and others had more and still we feel the need to hold their hand every step they make. However, there was a God, the God of the Hebrews. The God of Isaac, Jacob and Moses who looked upon us, a lost people, ignorant in our ways, he witnessed the need of a spiritual conditioning. And that spiritual conditioning consisted of providing us desperate measures to escape the cycle of death. God gave us the key to life.

One of our favorite scriptures is John 3:16, For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believe in him will not perish, but have everlasting life. The Holy Spirit gave me a deeper revelation for this scripture and it has become life for me. It is so powerful.

For God so loved his creation, that he gave his only fathered son that whosoever believed in him should have everlasting life. In a nutshell, God gave us his heart and soul that we could live. We have access to the key of life and to be Joyous even when we are without materialistic things, we have the opportunity to live. This gift that God provided us was the greatest intercession made on our behalf and this is what its all about. Giving up all so someone else may live.     www.createspace.com/1000232808

Are distractions trying to smother your purpose?

Are you an individual who has come into your purpose? Are your eyes fixed on the father? Oftentimes, as we are walking this journey called 'life' there are many distractions that are assigned to interfere or cause us to stumble while pursuing PURPOSE.

 These assigned distractions can be a numerous of things from your children to someone & placing unimportant things in front of you. It is so subtle that one will not catch it unless the spirit of the Lord open your eyes to see. When God gives you purpose to walk in, regardless of the price, ask yourself, is it worth it? When GOD GIVES YOU purpose to walk in, ask yourself, does it give me a self-fullment?

 When God gives you PURPOSE to walk in, ask yourself, does it bring you peace within you? If you can answer all three of these questions, you are on a right track and there is no need to continue to await someones approval. There is no need to await someones support, it would be nice, but understand you will not gain everybody support.

Understand that you will not gain everybody approval and understand you will not gain all 'yes', but what is most sought for and I advise you to take this for yourself, IS GOD PLEASED with this road I'm on. Can I clearly see the hand of God in what Im doing and is there increase in it?

  I pray you will stay focused in all that you set out to do in Jesus name and I pray against distractions that come from the gates of hell, in Jesus name. AMEN.



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